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Sunny Baudelaire ([personal profile] biteybaby) wrote2025-01-11 08:22 pm
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Closed: The World is Quiet Here.

Nightmares are nothing new for Sunny Baudelaire. There was a time when she had them somewhat infrequently, before her birth parents tragically perished in a sudden house fire that may or may not have been started by an individual who may or may not have recently died any number of painful deaths, though research into the exact specifics of those events is still ongoing. After previously mentioned arson, Sunny Baudelaire experienced a period of very frequent nightmares, followed by a few months where her nightmares were lessening, a word which here means "became less frequent, though did still happen from time to time".

Unfortunately, she has been having very intense nightmares every time she has fallen asleep in recent days, and in general her waking hours have been less than ideal as well. Recently it seems like everyone but her got to be reunited with their loved ones from home, but all Sunny got was --

She wakes up, multiple times during the night, screaming at the viciously frightening dreams her subconscious has decided to inflict on her. Count Olaf, dead, getting up though and continuing to menace her. Count Olaf kidnapping her and taking her back home, away from her daddies and her brother and everyone else, and keeping her in another birdcage. Count Olaf killing Violet and Klaus in all of the many several ways many several people killed him. Magnu's mommy, who by all accounts was a very lovely person in real life, but in Sunny's dreams she's mean and horrible and laughs at her because her mommy didn't get to come here, even though they're both equally dead and therefore equally as likely to show up.

Sunny is very glad that every time she wakes up crying her daddies are there to hug her and calm her down enough to go back to sleep. She is also very glad that she is still wearing her bedtime pull ups every night. Most of all though, she is glad that Count Olaf is definitely incredibly dead, and even though she can't be with Violet and Klaus, she knows they won't be harmed by him any more. She just wishes the nightmares about the whole situation would stop.

This morning she wakes up screaming from a nightmare at almost the same time she gets up normally, and so she decides to just stay awake. She has big plans to go get groceries with Magnu anyway, and after a bit of a touch and go start to her day, she's finally dressed and out the door with Magnu.
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[personal profile] summerdude 2025-01-22 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
"Okay. Would it help to squeeze my hand as hard as it hurts?"
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Magnus nods. Even though she's screaming wordlessly he can still understand her. He rolls over from where he's flopped down, tucking his body next to Sunny's and then curling up, like he's protecting her from anything and anyone. He strokes her hair back with one hand. "Can I scream with you?"
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[personal profile] summerdude 2025-01-23 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
Magnus doesn't mind when her legs whack his arm. Her heels are hard, but he doesn't bruise that easily. He gives the worst, quietest, most lukewarm scream known to humankind, and then makes a face. "I don't think I scream very good," he says. "Show me again how it's done?"
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Magnus screams again, a tiny bit better than before. "How was that?" he asks. "Still bad?"
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[personal profile] summerdude 2025-01-23 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
Magnus waits for a long few moments, cuddling her close, wiping her face with the Baby Handkerchief he's been carrying around every day for a while now (he's learned that babies are capable of so much snot and such dirty fingers; the Baby Handkerchief is a fresh, clean one every day). When her tears start softening into hiccups, he says, "Can I tell you a secret?"
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"You know how everyone is asking how they can help make you feel better? Me included?"
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[personal profile] summerdude 2025-01-23 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
"We're asking because we love you and we're sad that you're so sad, but you're allowed to feel bad for as long as you feel bad and we'll still all love you."
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[personal profile] summerdude 2025-01-23 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
"Or smurt, or whatever it is that you're feeling. It's all okay. It's okay that you felt complicated about meeting my mom. It's okay to feel complicated about Auntie Phelia. It's okay to feel complicated about your first siblings and Olaf and everything."
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[personal profile] summerdude 2025-01-23 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
"No, bug. It's not fair. It's not fair at all." Magnus won't tell her he would have traded his mom's visit for a better day for her, because he's not certain he could have brought himself to do that. Plus he knows that by the time she's six she's fine with it, so... at least that's something?

But she shouldn't have had to see Olaf at all.

"Someone really stupid once told me that life isn't fair," Magnus says instead. "And that the sooner I realized that, the happier I'd be. But I'll tell you what, Sunny. We can find a way to make sure that even when it feels like it's really unfair, there's something we can do to balance it out a little. Okay? Like how when people were being really unfair to me after I lost my mom and my house, I'd make myself feel better by, um. Taking their money and using it to buy myself a really nice lunch or a change of clothes. It didn't bring me what I really wanted, but it made me feel like I had some kind of control over some stuff. You know?"
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"It's not about the money," Magnus says, just as quietly, kissing the top of her head. "It's about finding a way to make things feel a little more fair."
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"So maybe," Magnus suggests, "we start with the water balloons, and if that doesn't work, we try something else."
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"Shall we try one more drawer? I bet third time's the charm."

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